I GOT A LIFE TOO

I don’t want to blame you, teachers, but I want you to understand what I feel day after day because of homework. Right now I feel very frustrated and angry among others feelings because I’m tired of losing time of my life doing homework or refusing do something else like go to the mountain or that kind of things because I have homework to do… Well, I consider myself responsible and organized but now I’m seriously exhausted. I’m doing work day after day since the winter breaks started and, what is worst, today is the last day of vacation, and you know what? I didn’t finish yet. And how I said, I don’t blame you because I’m aware and I know homework is for practice what I know but seriously, I have different homework of every assignment and I can’t more, I’m sorry, I’m not a robot, I have a life too and I can't pass all day doing the same, I accept my life is a routine but you’re kidding me? The winter breaks have to be a fucking routine too? When school starts I do homework every day including the weekend, but how I see this is not enough for you, you want us to work even on holidays. 

I have to say that all this angry I feel appears when my father came home from work one night saying he has 5 days of vacation. My father works as an industrial machine mechanic and he is the only one in my family who had a real job. My father proposed to go to the snow and I was very excited and happy, then I saw my agenda and I had to refuse his proposal because I had many homework to do and I can not waste my time enjoying something because if not the homework will not be done. My mother always said to me, "Do things you will never regret." That's why I'm angry. Now that my task is not done yet, I regret not having gone to the snow. And the few times I regret about something I get very angry and I was thinking of expressing that angry, that's why I'm writing this, for me. I do not want you to to feel alluded, but if you want, think about it.